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I hope of one day being able to hold my book in my hands, an actual printed copy. I have worked and worked and worked. And my perfectionism has scared some who didn’t understand what I was working on, because I shut myself off from the world. I have never really completed anything this valuable in my life. I hope that people will be impressed with the time and effort I have put into my writing. I hope that one day I can encourage others to do the same and to follow their dreams. Anything is possible. 

I hope that someday people will stop arguing with each other online and learn the meaning and value of friendship. Until then, be careful and don’t become gullible or vulnerable to the point where anyone is “using you.” (especially for their own pathetic entertainment.) Or hating you for no good reason other than their own spoiled trollishness. And to find some common ground. I understand it is impossible for everyone to get along, In the end we are only humans, please have some respect. (I don’t want to stoop to the troll’s level and start calling people names.)

We have to hold on to our humanity and without that sense, we are alone in the universe. I don’t think that Is what people want to feel like. 

Maybe I tried shutting myself off from everyone, I don’t think it was my fault. I tried, I really tried to open myself up, but I was very busy all the time, too busy for any meaningful relationships. All I wanted was a career. Is that too much to ask for? I spent so much energy being used by people and places (yes, places like work and school can drain you of your energy, too). Thankfully I am not bitter about it. I am still willing to find my own way through the universe. And whatever I will put into the universe I will get it back; it will come back to me. My dignity and strength will guide me. 

Relaxation technique: 

Incense✅ 

Mood lighting✅ 

Lava lamps on✅ 

Mood storms ambience on TV ✅ 

Music off for total meditation✅ 

Do not disturb sign on door✅ 

Nighttime Routine: 

Tea ✅  

Sherpa slippers on✅ 

Space heater on ✅ 

Lumbar neck pillow on ✅ 

Soft throw blanket ✅ 

Stress Detector: 

People arguing on social media ❌ 

Politics on social media ❌ 

Hate speech and slurs on social media ❌ 

Other people’s jealous ex’s or hookups on social media❌ 

Internet trolls wanting attention ❌ 

Celebrity gossip ❌ 

On the other hand, who cares what any online troll says or does. If you want to feel less “vulnerable” or feel like people can take advantage of you and harass you online, then what the fuck. Stand up for yourself and SAY NO I WILL NOT TAKE YOUR SHIT ANYMORE. You don’t have to say that literally, I meant figuratively. You do not have to put up with any of their bullshit. No one is going to tell me that I am not good enough. 

This is what they sound like: “Keep stickin that selfie stick up your own bum you low-IQ’ed hoodie-wearing hobo-wannabes. You are a ghetto-brained fucker. You will never be civilized; you will always sit at the kid’s table. You will never be a part of polite society. Nothing you do is ever entertaining. Except for having a very public meltdown. You need the meds; you are not on the “STRAIGHT AND NARROW” Because people want to see you’s downfall.” 

That was all I wanted to say…  Except, have you ever noticed that the people who troll online are not the most attractive people in the world. They literally sit there, talking so much trash about how you are this and you are that and they are the social media celebrity influencer “MANAGER” and they know what’s hot and what’s not. And tell you that you are fat, and that you need to lose weight and that you have split ends and this and that and that your clothes are SO FUCKIN’ UGLY. And while you’re sitting there, literally “TAKING IT” from them. This makes you want to not come out of your room and just eat potato chips and fried foods and double portions, and carbonated sugary drinks, and it’s like……… the trolls have officially won, because now they’ve made you just as fat and ugly as they are. 

Spoiler alert: You were never ugly until they came into your life. 

Yours Truly, D.Monia

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